I’ve always said that my goal is to never purchase a canister of formula, which means I have to breastfeed and pump for Aurora’s first full year of life. When I put that in writing, it seems like a long time and a big commitment… and make no mistake, it is! It’s also almost over.
During maternity leave I was able to stockpile a pretty good supply of milk in the freezer, and once she started daycare we began cycling through it quickly, while (thankfully) replenishing whatever was used. Now that Rora's 11-months old, I’ve come to the conclusion that we may begin the weaning process. I did the math, and here’s where we stand:
+32: the number of 4-6 oz bags currently in the freezer
- 60: she’ll use 3 bags/day for the next 4 weeks (20 days)
+30: The number of bags I should produce between now and then if I wean down to pumping 2 bags per day for the next 2 weeks (20), then one bag per day for the following 2 weeks (10).
Of course, it’s not just a game of numbers; I do think Aurora’s ready. She's become very independent and trying to get her to face me, sit still and continually feed for even 5-minutes at a time is becoming increasingly difficult. Sometimes I feel like I’m chasing her around trying to force-feed her all weekend! I’ll keep breastfeeding morning and night for as long as she’ll put up with me, but once the freezer supply is gone Aurora will be switching to whole milk at daycare. Can you believe it!?!
Breastfeeding and pumping have definitely been the hardest and most rewarding part of motherhood. I couldn’t have predicted how much the feeding schedule and milk supply would run my life, or how much I’d enjoy the challenge! I felt that nursing would be more convenient, healthier, and cheaper than formula, but thought for sure I’d be counting the days until the pump was no more. Those things are all true, but in a way I think the last time I pump will be a bittersweet celebration. Breastfeeding has been such a loving and natural extension of giving birth… I mean, my body nourished this sweet little baby for 9-months before birth, and that connection has continued on through nursing. Once it’s over, she may as well get a job and move out.
Chuck thinks a blog just isn’t a blog without a photo, so here’s a sweet picture of us girls in Vegas…